luurrve euuu wenjie !!

I DUN WANNA END THIS FRIENDSHIP !!! NO WAY I GONNA END IT . why must it end up this way ? why am i soo unlucky ? why cant i find a proper best friend that will be with me forever even we did'nt keep in touch ?! why must this happen ? why must we part ? why cant you people remember the times we had ? why do i feel this way ? i wanna have true friends , friends that be with me forever. WHY MUST IT END THIS WAY ? To think, you have forgotten me, totally. i dunno why i apologised to you , even though i dunno what happened. Why am i so foolish ? Why cant i find a friend that share the same interest ? I REALLY MISS YOU, but i cant say it to you, why cant i be a strong girl , a girl that would face up to problems, to embarrassments, to the lines you said to me ? Sometimes i wanna be a video camera, i wanna take your life down and replay it, i wanna see your world, i wanna see your world of laughter, i wanna be your friend again, i dun want our friendship to be past tense. i dont understand, i really dont. how can you be in soo much fun and me suffering here , not knowing should i , or should i not , WHY cant my answers be answered, if you could answer my questions i would give you a hundred kisses, a thousand hugs, and a million days of laughter. but no one can. WHY AM I SO FUCKING IDOIT, SO FUCKING STUPID, SO FUCKING EASY TO SHARE A BOND WITH SOMEONE !! i hate myself. i dun wanna see myself . Everytime i look at the mirror, i would look at my stupidity . i dun like it , GOD CHANGE ME , i wanna be famous, i dun wanna be left out, i dun wanna be alone , i am so lonely,and i hate that .... I DUN MIND WITH A THOUSAND PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME, I DUN MIND TO HAVE YOU AS MY COMPANY i dun mind, i really dun. Please tagg to comfort me and i will / might just have suicide. take care people , i miss you soo much D: